Archive for October, 2008

Life….

10-09-08

  

So, about a month ago my gramma was diagnosed with Small Cell Lung Cancer.  This has been a bit difficult for me to comprehend, until last night.

You see, I have been unable to make it down to see her, either due to her not feeling up for guests, or me not being available.  Chemotherapy takes alot out of a person, and so its been more of the latter.

I finally was able to see her, and it made me realize just how fragile life can be.  Something the size of an orange has almost completely killed her, and will probably end up taking her out before the end of next year.

So, I guess the moral of the story is, enjoy what you have today, because tomorrow may never come.

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Posted by MNXMFan on October 9, 2008

  

Hey there strangers!  So, I figure after almost two months in my new place, and a total lack of content on this blog, I should give everyone an update.

Things are going very well for me.  I have really settled into my new place, and it’s starting to feel like home.  It still needs some decorating, but I like the fact that its MY place.  Bills are all getting paid, and I don’t feel starved for cash, which is a nice feeling.  I’m hoping to get a camera here soon (my last one barely works anymore) so I can get pictures posted.  I’ve got a great view, and now that the leaves are starting to turn it is looking very beautiful.  From time to time, I still get lonely.  I mean I live alone, thats bound to happen.  But for the most part, I am always out doing something with someone, and I’m really making an effort to rekindle old friendships.  For the most part, I don’t feel that I spend enough time at home, just relaxing.  And it is nice that I can entertain people without feeling like I am encroaching on others.

One thing I’d really like to start doing here soon is dating.  I’m not talking dating just for the sake of dating, but finding someone who I share common interests with, that I can really connect with.  I think having my own family someday is now starting to seem like something I would like.  Not that I want to rush to have kids either, heck even just getting married some day would probably suffice on the family front, who knows.

Anyways, thats where I stand right now.  I’ll try to get in here more often to keep you all posted as to what is going on.  After all, I should have all the time in the world now, right?  In all seriousness, it feels really good to have a social life.  I enjoy my friends, and hope that I am also able to provide some joy to them.

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Posted by MNXMFan on October 6, 2008